I need to choose =[

I'm planning on going to California next year in July til the end of August for a 2 month holiday to celebrate my 20th birthday...

BUT

I also got offered to go to the 54th Eurovision Song Contest in Moscow, Russia next year...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!

I want to visit California and see my friends and spend time with them

BUT

Eurovision is my LIFE!

It's my passion.
It's my obsession.

It's the greatest song contest in the WORLD!!!!!


I'm so torn apart those 2....

what shall I do... what shall I do... what shall I do...